She is tired

Sometimes... it's so difficult for talking what is in your mind or something in your heart,

Even sometimes, don't know how to say, don't know what to say.

It's so tired to face the same situation that has been there for years. It's an unhappy situation and unclear. 

It's like she is swimming in the ocean. The waves are so high sometimes and can take her to a different direction. There is such a ship comes and says "wait there, I'll catch you". But many distractions come to "catch" the ship a lot of time. And the ship is so busy with the distractions. 

Time is running out. She is still swimming and getting tired. Sometimes she loses of trust that the ship will come and really catch her. 

Many feeling that catch her first then the ship. 

She feels doubt and loss of hope too. She feels confused, worries, upset, disappoint, and many times she feels like lost in space too.

Tears can't wait long to be out of her eyes and wetting of her cheeks. 

She can't freeze the time or asks the time to wait for her, even for some minutes.

She only can keep trying to survive in the ocean and keep swimming to reach the beach or something that can help her to get fresh air and let her has true smiling.

#LR.