✍ Part 4
Alhamdulillah last night went well also about introducing to Robert’s parents. Alhamdulillah they were nice and kind and didn’t make any problem with our dress, even didn’t talk or give a comment about it at all. Before Diana went home, she explained to me all about her attitude that changed. And her last sentence, again she still thought that seems she got feeling about me and Robert. Seems Diana didn’t listen to me about this. I tried to ask her too about my questions that should be for Robert but seems I cannot ask about this directly to him, so I just asked and discussed to Diana last night. Seems Diana knows more than I know, although the fact is they just knew each other last night. But I don’t know seems Robert talked to her much and Diana believe it.
Diana said that Robert likes me and more than that. She said that she can see how the way Robert look at me, his attitude about to insist us to know about his parents and wanted to make his parents know about us. Diana said, actually wanted to know more about me, not to her. But because at that time there was Diana too, so Robert introduced Diana too. She said that Robert wants I know more about him and his family. Robert has known about me more and searched many things about me. But he still wants to know more about me too. Diana also said that she thought that Robert is a good man, and he wants to have a serious relationship with me. She can say like this from what Robert had done.
Well, Diana is a detail person and sometimes she can read someone’s from his or her attitude. Ya, I feel Robert treated me different. I mean is Diana’s thought true or not I don’t know…. I don’t want to be so confident earlier before I know well. I don’t want to expect something that is impossible for this. I don’t want to have a girl and boyfriend relationship. I want to have more, halaal one. And Diana knows about this well, so I think, she won’t let me do something that I don’t want it and break my own rule.
One message comes from Diana on chatting line.
“hi, girl. Can we talk for some minutes now?”
“hi, dear.. yes, sure. But you are busy, how can you get time for talking now?”
“it’s oke,. Almost done for all. I’m taking resting now and wanna talk to you before I go.. hehehe”
“ohh.. so cute you are… thank you..” I give her a kiss icon and she replies too.
“Car, I wanna talk about Robert. “
“Why, Di?”
“I think what I told you about my feeling regarding you and him is true. It’s happening now.”
“Di, I don’t get it. Please talk clearly.”
“do you still remember that seems I got feeling about you and Robert?”
“yes, and you said the same thing too last night.”
“ya.. that thing what I mean. Seems he is serious with you and more than just like to you and with your books. But he loves you.”
“Di, please stop your thought. I have told you that it’s impossible and you know well too that I don’t want to have a girl and boyfriend relationship. And we just knew each other.”
“Cara, I know about your this rule. And he knows you more than that you know. He has searched for much information about you and almost detail. And he also knows about your this rule. That’s why he never gives or talk something like that to you. He respects and appreciates you. Even your rule makes him like you more. And that’s why he insisted to introduced you to his parents as I told you last night. He is a good man and a polite one. He tries to do all in a good way. And he really has been waiting for you to come in his life.
“Di, how can you know much about him?”
“Robert talked to me many things this morning and he asked my help to be able to close to you and to run his plan to get you. Then I told him that I’m sorry that I cannot help him much, because I will go tomorrow but I will help that I can. Even when I talked to Derry, he said that Robert is a good man. Because Robert wouldn’t introduce you to his parents if he only wants to have fun with you. And wouldn’t search many things about you, also wouldn’t expecting you very much to be able to come to his party. And Derry wants to help him too.. hehehe..
“Di, how can you and Derry so trust to him? How if he just lies?”
“Car, as I told you and what Derry said, I think he is not laying. Try to use your heart and see. Or at least keep being friendly with him and talking with him. You will see it slowly.”
I felt it, but I don’t want to take it seriously and just skip from my mind. I don’t want to expect more about something that still not clear. I feel it too that he is different.
“hello…Cara… are you here?”
“oh yes, Di..i’m here. I’m sorry.. hehehe”
“are you busy there or what happens?”
“nothing and I’m fine, not busy at all, still with you.”
“oke, good. So just give him the chance to show you about him more. If you think that he is not right for you and you don’t like him, then you can leave him and stop all. What do you think?”
“emm..Di, I don’t know..” I still confuse and not sure.
“It’s oke. Just think first and take your time, dear... :)
Car, seems I have to do something more again now. Oh, ya Derry says hi for you. “
“Thank you, Di and Derry. Say hi again to Derry please. Have a nice busy time.. hehehe” .
“please take care and enjoy your time. Keep in touch.. ;) “
“yes, mam.. hehehe”
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A week since Diana and Derry go, Robert calls me and said that he wants to meet me in a coffee shop and will bring some books and he requests me to sign on the books. Because I was busy in some last days, so I give him today to meet. Seems I come too early. The situation is still not so crowded. It will be more crowded 30 minutes to go, I think.
“Assalamu’alaikum…”
“ohh.. Wa’alaikum Salam…” I got surprised, someone said salam to me. And when I see that man is Robert.
“ohh..sorry.. I surprised you”. He feels guilty after that. Seems he didn’t intentionally surprise me.
“oh, that’s oke. I just didn’t think that you have been here. I thought I came too early.”
“I have been here since 15 minutes ago and I sat there.” He explains with a smile and showed where he sat before. So seems he has watched me since I came into this coffee shop.
“I see… so you have seen me since before?”
“Yup, I have seen you when you came inside and when seems you saw around maybe looked for a good side to sit.”
“hehehee… ok, so I got spy..” I tease him and laugh
“Hey.., it’s not like that. I just came here earlier and have a chance to see you enter this coffee shop and saw what u did after that.. hehehe.. ok, anyway, where do you wanna sit? He asks me
“eemm..we can sit where you have sat.”
“are you sure?”
“Yup, it’s fine”
So we go to the seat where Robert have sat before.
“so you have other an appointment today that’s why you came here earlier?” I ask Robert.
“ohh noo.. I just can come out earlier and arrive here earlier too. I only have an appointment with you.” And he doesn’t forget to give smile.
“I see. Oke, so …”
“wait, before we forget, I think it’s better if make an order first. Actually, I have done, but seems wanna get more.. hehehe..” he stops me when I want to talk and remind me for making an order first. And I agree.
“what do you want, I will order it for you?” he offers to make an order for me.
“no, I can make it by myself.” I stand up soon and reject it politely and with a smile. And offer to help him to make the order for him. And finally, he agrees. I think he prefers that rather than we debate there.. hehehe.. seems he got that I am a little stubborn.. hehehe..
After the order and I come back to my seat. And talk to him.
“Thank you. And here are some books that please give a sign on them”. Robert starts to give me those books.
“you’re welcome. Wow.. I thought you only bring 2 books, but you bring 5 books. Do you collect all?”
“Yup, I like your books. Do you mind to sign it?”
“ohh no at all. It’s a pleasure for doing it. Btw Thank you for collecting them.” I’m happy to see this. Another happiness that cannot be explained about people reaction regarding my books. Alhamdulillah..
After this meeting, we got more meeting ahead. He shows me many good places that I never see before and it adds my knowledge about many things and makes me get many ideas for writing too. Not only that, we visit some good restaurant too. It isn't an expensive one, but clean and good taste. We don’t go both only, sometimes we take her mom and his father to join us or my mom. Sometimes we take her friend who is the owner of the coffee shop where I like to visit and spend my time there. I get to know more also about him and his family.
Yes.. I decided to give him a chance to show me about him and his life and make me know more about his feeling.
Robert is the only child of his parent. He likes to make friend with anyone and his best friend that he has since he was a kid is the owner of the coffee shop where i like to visit. One day when I visited the coffee shop alone, he came and talked to me for some minutes.
He said that thank you for being a friend of Robert. He said that Robert was not like this used to. He was kind of introvert person and quit. He likes reading a lot and collects many books, even he has a small library in his home. One time he found some books that can change him to be better like he is now. He speaks up properly, he likes to make friends more and easy mingle more when he is in a new crowded that he has to be there. He thinks more positive, more confidence, and brave to take a decision and lead something. And I like he is now. So thank you. See you around. He ended his sentences like that. And his other friends came and call him and he had to meet them then.
I had ever heard about this from Robert. It’s not something new for me, but something that surprises me is even his close friend is aware of this and know this well.
And I keep contact with Diana and Derry. I like to share what has happened between me and Robert, besides it, they like to ask this every time when we chat.. hehehehe.. I know they did it is because they care to me.
Yaa Allah.. is he who will be my prince in my life? Is he who a man that I’m looking for and requesting to you to meet?
I put this in my du’a. I believe that God knows well and I don’t know anything. I believe that Allah will give me the best, also for the man who will be my imam.
All the signs show to him. To be honest that I feel something in my heart. Something that I don’t get from anyone. I have some male friends, but this feeling is different. He treats me very well, polite but firm.
Today we plan to go to a museum, also his close friend will join us. He wants to take some pictures there due to a photography contest that he wants to join. They will pick me up at my home in the morning. So I prepare some bread that maybe we can have a little breakfast.
Dzuhur time is coming, so we go to one of Masjid nearby there to perform shalat. After we perform shalat then we look for one of a good restaurant. But Robert wants to have lunch in around Bogor and to get fresh air and seems his close friend likes to have it also. So we decide to go to Bogor and find a good place to get lunch.
Honestly, I like this place J . In this restaurant, we get nice foods and good view. So Robert’s close friend also like this place, because he can get many spots for taking the pictures. And I like to take some pictures of mine too hehehe.. Done for our lunch then we spend more our time there.
On one place, suddenly Robert calls me to sit nearby him and also he calls his friend. Then in some minutes, we sit in an empty seat with a beautiful view around us.
“Caramella, I want to talk to you about something. And you, bro, please listen for about what I’m talking here and you can be the witness too.
Robert talks to me and to his friend too.
“oke, my bro.. I’m ready.. hehehee” . Joe replies to Robert. And looks like he has known what his friend is going to do.
“Thanks, bro.. :) “ Robert answers Joe also with a smile.
I am curious about what is Robert going to say. So I cannot wait and ask him soon.
“What are you going to say, Robert?”
“Cara, can I call you with that name?”
“yes, sure. It’s my nickname” and I smile too when I’m answering it.
“ok, thanks.”
“Cara, I will go to Japan for a week and I will go there next Wednesday. But before I go, I would like to say something to you.
“okay. So what is it? You make me feel like you will convey to me about something that is a very big thing and important.
Robert smiles :)
"yes, you are right. It’s an important thing for me and also big this for me. So please listen to me.
“I like your character, I like your attitude, I like your personality and I feel comfortable when I talk many things to you. I feel your present can make me complete. I think I need you in my life and to accompany me to run and colour the rest of my life.
Robert stops for some seconds and he moves closer to me and he pulls out a small box and he bows. Then he opens the box and can be seen a beautifully simple ring is there. And Robert starts to say
“Cara, will you marry me and spend your life with me and be my wife forever? “
I surprise when I get this. I never thought that Robert will do this. I think what I must answer for Robert’s question. To be honest that actually, I feel fine with Robert, I like Robert too.
By saying “Bismillahirrahmanirrahim” in my heart, I answer Robert’s question
“yes, I do”
Then Robert takes the ring out from the box and put it on my finger.
“guys, congratulation for both of you…” Joe said a little loud and shows his big smile.
“Thank you..” :) . said Robert and I together at the same time.
All of us smile and be happy.
“Cara, can you tell me when I can meet your parents?” Robert wants to meet my parents so he can proceed all soon. Because he doesn’t want to spend more time with nothing and he thinks that marry me soon is much better and this will be better also for both of us.
“I will tell you about this later ok, let me talk to them first about us.”
“ok, I’ll wait for it. I hope I can meet your parents before I go abroad and I want to let our parents meet too.
“oke” :)
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I tell my parents soon on the same day after Robert proposed to me. Actually, I had ever told my mom about this man and about my feeling toward him. Good news that my parents give a good signal for me and Robert, also give a chance to Robert for meeting them.
Robert came to meet my parents on Monday after work. He is so happy because my parents are good and accept him good. That meeting goes smoothly.
All goes fast, looks like that.. but well it is like that. After Robert meet my parents then the next meeting is the family meeting. Robert and his parents came to my house to meet my parents. This time he wants to propose to me in front of my parent formally. And both families agree to arrange the marriage soon. Soon is good for doing ibadah. They plan to hold the marriage in 3 months after this proposal.
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Time goes fast and our big day is coming. Both of us are very happy and thankful to God for the beautiful plan that God has created and made for us.
Also, our both family, friends and people around us are happy with this.
We do our honeymoon by visiting some beautiful places and take many pictures for our memories.
THE END
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#Levina R.